OK, I was going to start a video blog, my equipment for it is mediocre at best. So this post, I will type. That means typing out a sentence and then back-spacing all of it to fix or correct it. Yes, it’s a PITA.
Anyway, the Heart song, “These Dreams” comes to mind this morning. Remember the lyrics? Here’s a video link if you’re Googly challenged this morning. I think this post is being driven by six hours sleep. Woo hooo or maybe how Ann and Nancy Wilson looked in the video….not sure which, look at all that hair!
Actually I had a nice dream last night. I probably wish it had been a little different; but there was no blood, gore, violence, etc. So, it was just nice.
I did have that class in college, Freud and this buddies, when they talk about your subconscious and what dreams mean. I could probably take a stab at interpreting the scary, gory ones…but the nice ones?
Life is tough enough with the yoke you choose to wear: Even worse when it’s chosen for you. I’ve said it before, if you’re under 20 or 30 or even 40 you might just shake your head, go back to bed and enjoy yourself. “Winning!!!” as Terrance would say, but at some point, and you knew there had to be a but…the tide will change. Whether you’re a player, a sayer,or betrayer, I’m not certain whether it’s you or others…but things change. People change, and believe it or not…you can change too!
Mine’s taken about a year. Long year, for more than a variety of preventable and non-preventable reasons. Focus….on the stuff you can change. This is not a fix everyone sort of post…this is a what I am trying, here are the steps post. I’ve come to accept a different mantra, 5 words for somethings, “not sure, really don’t care”! Somethings, even I can’t change/fix/repair/correct.
What’s the point? I am so happy to be able to type a little better maybe there isn’t one. Who was in the dream? Haaa, wouldn’t you like to know! But like I said..it was nice. You know what that means? Is the point that “I’m OK with that”? No clothes ripping, sweating, chasing each other naked thru the forest…OK, that might have been a little better, but it wasn’t like that. Can you have a support dream where you plan for your next life? Maybe that’s what it was,or maybe just a..move on, next stage….reminder. Still fighting, but everyday a little better.